She’s in the back of my mind
All the time
Yeah she’s pestering me
Though I try all I might
I just can’t believe
That a girl who was the world
Is now the downfall of me
She won’t let me up
It won’t get out of my head
What she said
Yeah it’s torturing me
It’s for your good that you should Go to a new city
Escape this world In which you surround me
I need someone new
On and on she’s ordinary
That’s what I tell myself anyway
She’s long and gone I feel so weary
Don’t listen to these thoughts in my head
Madison
Where did you go
Madison
I want to Know
I wanted control even though I asked for this
And it’s dramatic, almost frantic
I stopped keeping a list
It’s all so wrong but I couldn’t shut it up
In my head
I know you’re livid
Just admit it
You’re so toxic
Tongue-tied, at least I tried
To explain this
Spreading rumors on and outdated script
You know I’m not that guy
She said she would come back again
She said I couldn’t understand
But I should have known she’s not coming home
She’s got different plans, and I’m not part of then
She takes all that I have to give
She knows all of the things I did
Now I lie awake; was it my mistake?
She has different plans, and I’m not part of them